i've grown up a lot and i don't want to be russian anymore so i thought i desserved a new live journal.

updates:
i  cant stop eating cinnamon life cereal with soy milk and drinking green tea.
i miss maine like crazy. i want to be near my family and friends and all the cool shit that goes on there.
im a stripper. i like exploiting men out of hundreds of dollars just to be me except naked. i just have to walk around shake my ass a little and these honry fucktards throw entire paychecks at me.
i stole a cat from pet co, his name is duck, he told me that he owes me with his life and he is for ever in our servetude, and he acts like it, hes very happy. my other cat taco is going to have kittens in like 3 weeks and im psyched!
i have a boyfriend, his name is nelson, we are deeply in love. i dont pee on him.
i have a beautiful garden, instead of having a patio i just cover that whole thing with soil and now i have lavendar, mint, pineapple mint, oregano, rose mary, tyme, celantro, basil, tomatoes, bananna peppers, strawberries  and spinach. I LOVE IT!  and my house is covered in flowers.
i had a dream about erica last night, i havelots of dreams about her. we were traveling and we were on this stage in the middle of a forest and i was playing with her hair. and it was the most beautiful hair i had ever seen, she had dread locks and i said " your hair is so soft its wound up in to the tightest ropes ive ever seen and as i was touching them they were so silky i siad youre hair feels like anphibians and you turnned around and you were just glowing with the sunshine behind you. and then we just walked through the woods checking out the mushrooms on the trees just like in oneonta.
im buying a plane ticket to maine today for like august 7th to august 28. wanna hang out?
oh shit ill go charge my phone now, i think the number is 702-788-0456 but im not sure.